Listening to: Against the Tide (Celldwellar)
Reading: Beautiful comments in my Yearbook
Watching: Beetlejuice :)
Playing: Sims 3
Today was my last day of school. It was really kinda surreal. I mean don't get me wrong, i really wanted to leave that hellhole, but, 12 years of your life trekking back and forth to school for 180 days out of the year and then just stopping. its so weird...
Since I am exempting all of my exams then my school year ended 3 days before most other people. I left the school today early just feeling a mix of happiness and detachment of a life I was so used to. I'm gonna wake up on Monday and think to myself "damn. i should be in school now...right?" especially as a perfect attendance student.
Anyway, graduation is in exactly a week. That`s even more surreal. My relatives coming from all around to see me... friends and family alike. It`s such an important event that everyone who is important to me Should attend.
So starting the next chapter of my life... a chapter I can write. I can finally start over in college. I can finally be myself. I can find friends with similar interests, I can find people with my same rigorous academic mentality. It might be hard at first, I`m sure of it. I don`t know whats going to happen in the next few months. I may lose people... I may find people.. I have no idea what is going to happen.
But one for sure thing, Ill continue posting, I know I haven`t been (its been a crazy few months...very depressing and stressful) but Ill start back up. more pictures. not just poems. Ill have pictures from Europe to share soon. plus my personal art (since I plan to major in art). I`m scared, but hopeful.
As with all pain though. This To Shall Pass.