Reason

I guess you think it is funny.
The looks that I give
The way I look at you
And the hellful way I live

Not many can truly see
None can sense the pain
Till I find out the truth
That there is nothing I can gain

Though none for attention
Even though it looks that way
Even though I break down
At everything you say

Emotionally tortured
And rightfully so
Though no apparent reason
Why my life is filled with woe