CrackI wonder how much I can takeBefore my mind breaks apartBreaking in so many piecesJust like my already broken heartOne day I will crackAnd you won/t know what to doOne day I/ll put the gun to my headPray to hell that I don/t shoot youIt/s probably inevitableThis terrible fateI/m sorry that I/m contradictoryI/m just so full of hate
Through TodayAll these feelingsI can not stand the painThis constant hellI am not saneI hate it allMy heart deadThese damn thoughtsFlooding my headI can not even finish writingNothing else to saySo I pray to those who listenPlease let me last through today
Tired of it allShaking constantlySo cold and deadAll these terrible thoughtsFlooding my headCrying so hardLiving in painSo emotionally devastatedHow am I even sane?Come find my heartSing for meJust be thereLook and seeI need you To save my heartStay with meNever apart
BloodA single heartbeatThe pulse pounding my earsBeating constantlyOver many, many yearsThe blood runningIts beautiful red hueWhen it is shedI swear it makes me feel newPainful but blissfulSearing and coldPlease just wrap me in your armsI am yours to holdDripping and warmThe blood running down my armI am so sorryPlease don't bring yourself harm
AddictedA surging addictionYou just can not make me quitIt eats away my soulAnd ignites like a candle being litNo self controlI can not stop the urgeThough it has been half a yearI can not stop this surgeJust oneI beg and I pleadBut one turns to twoThe addiction having planted its seedI promised I knowBut it is no lieEither I do thisOr just let me die